So amazingly enough I lived through camp. The first day was rough just because we were soooo tired, but after a while it was really fun. We met a ton of cool people, Kristen had boys stalking her, and there were TONS of gay guys! Gay guys out the ass (no pun intended). It was fun making fun of all the people that are hardcore about band, which was pretty much 98 percent of the people there. Our flag performance was to Kelly Clarkson "Since You Been Gone." I think its safe to say I NEVER want to hear that song again. We got to be really good friends with Danielle, a girl from Long Island, and we hung out with her a lot. We saw Steve a lot too, this kid from Boston who wanted to bang Kristen hardcore and was friends with creepy Carmen the stalker, but we liked Steve because of his cute accent and good stories. Mr. Carlson was all happy and proud that we had a good time and did well, especially after Bethany punked out and left after one day last year. Asad forgot to bring sheets...even though he had already been to the camp. He expressed his love for BSB and sang some in McDonalds. I have the hottest sock tan in history and I am really sore. I guess thats about all I can think of right now which is good since none of what I just said made sense and none of you give a shit.

Jesse and I predicted that this would be an amazing summer. Luckily for me it has been, its just gone by way too fast. But from the sounds of it the rest of you arent having the best time. I feel bad and I wish I could somehow make everyone feel better, but I dont know how :( Just know that I love you all and if anybody needs someone to talk to I'm here! We can go to the park and eat ice cream and be merry. Or something like that. I dont know.

Amber (my sister) is engaged and planning on getting married next summer for those of you I havent already told. I get to be the maid of honor and Amber said I can pick the bridesmaids dresses by myself and give a speech and her and Rob want me to sing a solo at the wedding but I am still doubtful on that. We went to look at dresses a little today and I guess it all just hit me. God, it just made me feel so old and creepy. It stresses me out, but whatever.

Today kinda sucks. I just feel really blicky.

Thats it.